As a general rule, I try not to be negative. But lately all I can think about is how fat I think I am. And let’s face it, I’m no where near obese, but not really close to skinny either. I’m a healthy weight. But I’m not happy with my body, and I don’t like that. I feel self concious all the time. My thighs are fat. I have flab on my arms. My tummy isn’t flat. My butt is too big. And as much as I try, I just can’t accept my body the way it is. But at the same time I’m so stressed and I just don’t have time to do anything about. All I want to do is join a gym and work out everyday. Only I don’t have the time. I try to eat healthy, but then I have a bad day and the only thing keeping me sane is that little bit of chocolate. And the bad days are happening more and more often. I just don’t know if I can handle it anymore. It’s like a spiral. The worse I feel, the fatter I get, so then I feel even worse, so I get even fatter. I need to break the vicious cycle, only I don’t know how. I wish I happy. That would make life just so much easier.